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I'll be honest. I'm just updating because I have a new icon. It's from user: nortylak or my lovely friend Jess. I saw it and I could not resist the power of MR in drag,grabbing his crotch. I am simple girl, with simple needs.
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::collapses:: I'm not dead, just working at day camp. Tired tired tired and no time at all to chill. Someone wanna be my friend and do something on fri or sat night?
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I never do this, but I find it nessassary to quote myself here only because it's one of the weirder things that has come out of my mouth:

Me:You should tell him that Ms. Manners would cane him for this.
And then anally rape him with the cane.

x: Snapped

Me: mine was funnier.

x:Yes, but mine gets the point across

Me: ...but nothing says "I'm serious" like a threat of anal rape by an old woman.
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There is no really good slang word for female genitalia these days. Let's get some good ones going, shall we? The best idea will be introduced into my vocabulary with the entry being credited.
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You know when people say "There is no (blank), only Zuul." What's that from?
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Oh lord, it hurts so good. I just reread "If You Are Prepared" by Cybele. There are just some things that make you suck in a breath and fear to let it go.
In other news, boys suck and so do certain roommates and some networks.
In other other news, my new favorite phrase is: RUN! IT'S THE SPUNK MONKEYS!!!
That is all.
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Ok. WTF! I finally decided that X is no good for me. I should not like him, it is a bad evil crush that is of no use to me or anyone listening to me. I finally announce this bodly to a friend, even going so far as to say that I think I might not be attracted to him anymore. Then. He ims. Out of the blue. FOR NO FREAKIN REASON. Then he goes off to watch Edward Sissorhands, the very movie I have been disscussing and watching this past month along with other Johnny Depp classes. Fate or paranoia? And if it's fate, is it good or bad? what does it all mean?
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I hate stupid men who hurt my friends feelings. That means you Jeremy! Ass wipe.
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It's funny you know. You think you're self confident and all it takes is a side comment to tear you to smithereens. "honey you really should wear a longer shirt" he says. A friend, sort of, i baarely like him, but i have to stay on his good side because he likes revenge. In that moment I wanted to slap him.
I like the way I look. But people in this culture want nothing to do with a girl who won't starve her self thin. I'm not even truly fat. I can't imagine how bad it would be if I was obese. Lucky for me i can keep myself to a size ten/twelve. A normal human size that repells men fastre then an be blamed on my personality.
Gah. Stupid loopy thought process. Won't change my shirt for him. Won't. Won't. Won't. So why do I want to so badly?
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Back from my weekend at home. Got new jeans and two bras and new boots.
Yay.
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I talked to Alex again today. This time for nearly four hours. I still have no idea if he likes me because I keep getting the 'let's be friends' vibe which isn't the end of the world, but major league disappointing. Gah.
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mmmm talked to Alex yesterday...pretty boy....want...

In other news, I have no life and my roomate is mating with her boyfriend in her bed. well not mating, but i'm feeling bitchy and jealous. so there, Neela.
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pretty red head man sold me a raffle ticket and said he liked my hair.
my day is complete.
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What a nice weekend! I was really pleasently surprised, i thought it was going to drag and be annoying, but actually I had a really nice time and cleaned my room up. ::snuggles into blankets:: joy to the world and all that rot.
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Mrrr. Lying in the sun, Placebo drifting through and catlike thoughts for all. Wanna just srch out and soak in the glory of a beautiful afternoon. There's a story hiding in the leaves that shadow caress my semi-concious form, but I will not unravel it, now. maybe later in the cold dark of dawn, I'll tell my sunsoaked stories.
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Okay, so boys suck arse. This guy asked for my number. Never called me. I gave him a chance and called him. And no response. This wouldn't be so bad, if he wasn't everything I ever wanted in a guy. Curly haired, pretty, dork who loves philosophy and sci-fi just as muchas I do. This really isn't cool.
On the other hand, if he's not calling me then I prolly don't want date him. I mean, if the non calling thing starts this early...
oh, who am I kidding, he's probably gay. Again.
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I feel hot and tired, but I didn't do anything all day, except a little bit of math homework and like ten minutes of studying for my philospohpy quiz tommorrow, which I feel like I should be more concerned about, but somehow can't rouse the anxitey for. Maybe repressing? dunno. Don't care. I can't hold Aristotle in my head, but I know that I love the course anyway and will do better on the following tests and quizzes which will be more intersting. Sigh.
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Fasted today. Was hungry. Broke fast. Was woosey. Stop the world I wanna get off.
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I wish I had something to say here, but it seems I'm in a funk.
Anger, depression, lonliness without cease.
Blah. Stupid poetic tendancies.
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I love storms. I love this weather. If my 'rents weren't home i would be out dancing in it. But they would prolly yell so instead I'll just sit here and listen.

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