Ups and Downs
Jan. 12th, 2002 01:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
harahelEventful evening:
5:20pm- got in car accident. no one hurt. major damage to my bumper. i cried for my car. 8:00pm- She picks me up for party. First time I have seen her in nearly a week. we dance around the the real issue.
8:30pm-arrive at supposed 'surprise party' discover that the surprisee not surprised and that no one remembered to book bowling lanes. Wind up at Ian's house eating suprisnigly good cake from a mix.
9:40pm- Everyone realizes as if the first time that my ex-best friend is actually really crazy. I keep telling them she is a diagnosed bi-polar on heavy psychotropic drugs, but apparently it takes her freaking out on them to convince them. We wind up sharing 'her most psychotic moment with me stories' I win. Which may not be a good thing.
11ish- Watch Life of Brian, fucking awesome movie.
12ish- She drives me and another girl home, dumps the other chick and parks in my drive way and gets out to look at the damage of my car in the cold. We wind up talking for an hour.
1:20am- We come to the conclusion that She can't have a realtionship right now, but that we still love each other and now we're going to hang out like normal friends, not crap ass weirdos walking around on egg shells.
2:00am- Realize that despite accident I had a really good day. Decide to write it down in journal, using disjointed sentances because i can no longer think in entire paragraphs.
Misc. Wrote Pwp today. Realized that i have a weird kink:reading about gay sex written by girls. luckily, it's a shared kink.
5:20pm- got in car accident. no one hurt. major damage to my bumper. i cried for my car. 8:00pm- She picks me up for party. First time I have seen her in nearly a week. we dance around the the real issue.
8:30pm-arrive at supposed 'surprise party' discover that the surprisee not surprised and that no one remembered to book bowling lanes. Wind up at Ian's house eating suprisnigly good cake from a mix.
9:40pm- Everyone realizes as if the first time that my ex-best friend is actually really crazy. I keep telling them she is a diagnosed bi-polar on heavy psychotropic drugs, but apparently it takes her freaking out on them to convince them. We wind up sharing 'her most psychotic moment with me stories' I win. Which may not be a good thing.
11ish- Watch Life of Brian, fucking awesome movie.
12ish- She drives me and another girl home, dumps the other chick and parks in my drive way and gets out to look at the damage of my car in the cold. We wind up talking for an hour.
1:20am- We come to the conclusion that She can't have a realtionship right now, but that we still love each other and now we're going to hang out like normal friends, not crap ass weirdos walking around on egg shells.
2:00am- Realize that despite accident I had a really good day. Decide to write it down in journal, using disjointed sentances because i can no longer think in entire paragraphs.
Misc. Wrote Pwp today. Realized that i have a weird kink:reading about gay sex written by girls. luckily, it's a shared kink.
