In Two Days, Chapter College Ends.

[harahel]

oh fuck, oh god, how did it get to be now? I was a freshman yesterday, I swear. Undergrad has just rushed by and left me dazed. I have to look back and take stock, because god only knows the future is too scary and full. I still haven't heard from grad school, I have no idea what work I'm going to be doing. I feel like I'm teetering on the edge. If I do get in, this time next year, I'll be three months away from having to join the adult workforce and that's if everything goes well. I keep having to remind myself that I won't be back here next year and it's like this deep ache and bliss at the same time. New is needed, but oh, how the old will be missed. I've done a lot here at Stony Brook. I know some people hate this school, but it was good to me.