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Weird shit. My mood is just....bizarre. I feel all wonky.
Neutrally medicore, to intense burst of NRG to almost death like sleepness.
It's been like this nearly all week....
Am I depressed? I don't think so.
Am I happy? not particular.
But I want to know what this feeling is because I'm confused and aching and god, I just want to be okay.
To DO something.
To explode in movement and flurry of activity, to blast everyone into amazment.
What's gotten in to me?