harahel | How I found God again (Reply)

It seems that for last few months, I've had trouble reconciling myself to the idea of a supreme being. Then today happened. I woke up late and had to run to class in cold, sideways rain. I got a 84 on my math midterm because of some really retarded mistakes. Then....got a 75 on my philosophy test!!!!It's my major for pete's sake and my teacher even wrote in my test that he was surprised at me because, not to be a narcissist, but I'm one ofthe best students in the class. I was feeling pretty shitty, bought a sixteen ounce of coffee and some dounut, then beganto walk the quater of a mile to the bus, getting rain in my coffee and all over me. Stupid fifteen mph wind and my own stupidty at not having in an umbrella. Anyway, i'm tearing at myself, feeling genarlly crappy when the guy from last night walks right passed me and gave me a small smile....and i thought I would never see him again! I managed to get home, turn on The Who and change into dry warm clothes and nestle into bed with my rained in coffee and donuts. Its now that I see that God must exist because He reminded me today that you can't let minutiea get you down. I'll do better on the next test and even if I don't, it's just a grade. I have plenty of time to find my niche and the idea that I have to stick with what I want now is sillness. It's nice to be reminded why I have faith that we're not alone.